aNYWHERE bUT hERE

Anywhere but here.. 
Anyone but me....

Is there a place where I can be 
Without feeling a failure
In everything I touch...
Where I can actually achieve 
what I work so hard for
Where I have something to show
for all I do

Frustration
Depression
Desperation
Question....s

Was this a good choice?
Was this 'the best'?
Is this 'the best'?

I once believed the best is yet to come 
Now I think it's come and gone..

I do not want a lot.
All I want is to feel that all ....this 
is not in vain

(m.b. 03/15)